| this is brave for me, but this is it. no more xanga. bye. |
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| so tell me , what is happiness? and why cant i find it. and dont even go there with that " you have to choose happiness or its about joy" . lets get real guys thier are alot of unhappy people out there, and i refuse to mask my hurt and but on a ridiculos happy face. what is happiness and why cant i find it? |
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| so yesterday, was a pretty normal day. i didnt go to class @9:30( IT WAS POURING DOWN). but i did get up and go eat lunch with lyd. i fianlly made it to class at 2 and talked to my friend chris about yo yo's. its his hobbie. he just got a new one this weekend, it was like fifty bucks. so now i know all about all the differnt kinds of yoyo's and yo yo strings...so then i went to lyds and got so tired. we then went and ate dinner, and talked about being mad and scripture. at 9 we then went and worked out and let me tell you, IVE NEVER PLAYED SO HARD IN MY LIFE. or at least thats what it felt like. me and joel vs. lydia and nathan... 19 to 19... the pass is made , he shoots he scores. ME AND JOEL ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then we all know what comes next... no the teams didnt shake hands, nathan moons us. it was the hairyest moon ive ever seen in my life! just be glad you didnt have to see it. then the olympics. me and lyd and joel and the mate, flipping and landing like the gold meldalist we are. and then dodgeball... with exercise balls, you know those really big ones...who won that one, well of course the champions would have but... we got in trouble by the guy aerobics instrutur. so the fun came to an end...and now today, IM WALKING LIKE A 90 YEAR OLD GRANDMA! |
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| ok , do you ever have those things in your life that are just absolutly blood sucking. they drain you. leave you tired. but for some stinkin reason you keep going back to it. over and over and over again. o there are alterntives, but your to scared to try somthing new, even if that new would be better for you. and ... when you do come in contact with this blood sucker , its great, so you think , and you just give and give and give. but when the blood sucker is gone and you think of it , theres nothing pleasing about it, it makes you cring, frustrated, anger, depressed...and you know what else sucks about a blood sucker, they arnet only sucking your blood, its got 5 million other victims. i wonder are they in the same boat i am or are they blind to whats going on. and you want to warn everybody " get away, run." but then at the same time your running right back to the blood sucker...
o if only i was brave enough to use names. then things might get exciting...
| JESSICA |
| J |
is for |
Joyful |
| E |
is for |
Ebullient |
| S |
is for |
Sincere |
| S |
is for |
Savvy |
| I |
is for |
Impassioned |
| C |
is for |
Caring |
| A |
is for |
Adventurous |
Your results:
You are Wonder Woman
this was really fun! |
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| alright... schools a going. yeah for school. ive been wakeing up at 7 30 every morning on my own. its crazy. i have alot of stuff on my plate right now. ALOT. solo in easter musical, memorize skits for g-force and get lesson together, dnow this weekend, and then, well first really SCHOOL. which is going to take alot of me i hope this .25. like i really have to do homework everyday. i think thats good for me though. im really kinda excited about getting in a ruteen( or however the heck you spell it). so here i go...
love hate, hate love, right next door to each other!!!!! |
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